Saturday, December 08, 2007

i'm not really sure where to start with this

there isn't really much point in again apologizing for failing to write in this thing with any sort of regularity. there also isn't much point in saying that i'm going to get better at writing in this thing, because i'm not. i'm not going to get better at it at all. i don't have any direction with this post, and i don't have any idea if i'll gain any direction.
i'm frustrated.
i'm a little hurt.
i'm a dismayed.
i'm conflated.
i'm misunderstood.
i honestly have to wonder how it's humanly impossible to be this misunderstood. i hate being the nice person all the time. it's ridiculous.

i haven't been to church in months.
i haven't been playing my guitar.

i have the next two days off work and i'm excited about it. not being in that building makes me happy. i need a perminant vacation.

this time next week i will have graduated from campbell university with my masters degree in business administration.

check that one off the to-do list.

and i'm out.

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